Learn To Live

i’m feeling guilty cause i’m getting old n my final thesis is near deadline. I getting bored to do my final thesis, I don’t know what to do again. Please give me hope like the first and second part that make me come believe in future of my thesis.

The First Part

My second friend come to me and give me a thesis subject. I’m very - very gratefull cause i’m waiting almost 1,5 year to get a simple one subject. You may thing that i am not clever enough but i will tell you the fact that i’m almost get my bachelor degree in 3,5 year if is not because i don’t have any thesis subject.

The Second Part

this part the same friend has make him become a leprechaun (this is a local story about me n him). He came to me with half of my thesis done. Yeah the problem is the most difficult part is still must a get in done. Arghhhhh still i don’t know what to do yet

The Third Part (Last)

this is what i hope! maybe the last sekuel of my thesis life. I hope that there is more help from other people so i can graduate this year (perhaps at october)

SO PLEASE HELP ME

The point that i want to tell is, how much you believe to other people. Is our nature to trust people for the first time. Look at the when we just child (maybe you should look others child ). The child is so pure and they trust everyone around him/her. One other good example is when you took a taxi, the first thing you tell to the driver is the your destination, am i right? So why you doesn’t ask for name before? why you doesn’t try to make confersation first? The point is you trust the driver.

That why if you meet people for the first time trust them, but don’t over trust ! Your life become a lot more easier cause you trust people.

At the first time i learn about english, it’s hard to translate other word that came out from his/her mouth. It will become like this, When the word speak out in my head i translate one by one the word so i can understand the what he/she said. But it become difficult when he/she is a native speaker and he/she talk in expert way . Most of people become not be able to translate all the word so she/he become not to undertand.

Mainly to be able hear and understand other language is like to understand your mother language. Try not to to translate word per word but translate all the sentence into a images. Yups i now i knew that people brain is more responsive from images than just a word. For the practice try to watch movie with subtitle from languange that you whan to learn.

Darn maybe i should stop to think and start to act. I remember a good quote “learn all you have to learn and when its time to act forget it all”. Mean that you don’t need any rule book when you in act. You just flow with the nature and believe to what you got, believe that you are worth enough to do the job. Believe that you time has come and you just need to act and follow your bliss. The road will open all you need is walk

STOP ACT

Start to gratituted all you have. Start dreaming because dreaming is free then start dreaming big. Start to focus to all yo have and all you need. Start to give what you have. Even ef you don’t have start giving your smile and compliment to the other. THEN START ACT AGAIN

Learn how to stop is the part of being successfull

If you love someone
Will devote your life and your soul to be the with her
Will you sacrifice everything just to see her smile
Will you able to give without any compantition
Will you able not to see her in only one day

If you love someone
What remind you to her?
Her physic or the beauty of her heart
Her face or the pure of her smile
Her wardrobe or her warthm eye whe she look

If you love someone
Will have this feeling
Feeling that only that you want to look at when you wake up
Feeling that her is the only one you wanna kiss goodnight
Feel that you will not imagine that you will not able to see her

If you love someone just like you could imagine, getting married is the only left to do

Oh God maybe is just me, or love make me become like a poem

Damn what i’ve been done to myself? pursue 3 thing and not one has been done YET!! Big plan this year come please help me God send me something to encourage me.

• Married
• Business
• Graduate

Married

hey you somewhere over there just wait me.

Business

come on my old friend try to stand and see the future. We graduate now an married (not in the sam time :D), what will you gonna give to your fiancee. seems wegot a lot thing to do. To much what we have do. i couldn’t wait no more. Must run

Graduate

damn a hate school already, to much suck in my head and only little thing that usefull for my life!. School cost me to much. Somebody please help me!!!. God i must practice my language more, music more

now i will change my attitude phase 2. After phase one i learn about friend and attitude now i will learn about using the 90 percent of my power! still want to do something more powerfull.

Yesterday i learned something that will be usefull for me in the future. I am always trust to everybody including the new people that i just met. What i’ve learned is about over trust. Yes you must trust people even from the day you meet, but DON’T OVER TRUST IT. The one thing that you must learn is when people first meet they have “meet new people face”. Here some tips maybe usefull if you want to work together or want to make your friend relationship rise to be something higher

1. Always see his/her background by seeing who their best friend, with whom he/she play/work. Remember people attitude is influence by his/her friend circle.
2. Don’t ever take a higher responsibility as high as new friend only. Meet him/her two or three times. Meet his/her friend so you can picture his/her attitude
3. If you don’t trust him/her again or even from the day you meet don’t ever think to spill it. Wait until he/she want to know about the truth then you tell the truth base on you opinion. Just stay back don’t ever think to meet him

first of all maybe we all know bout the Law of Attraction, about the secret. Semetime it make me feel t”he secret ” is not actually secret any more. But there is one little thing that miss in the secret method. It said that “to attract the universe you must think positively”.  Most of people has think positively but they still don’t have what they want. It’s not about think positivly is about ‘feel’ about what you think. It’s not about using the right sentence or a positive sentence it’s about using the right feel.

Using the right sentence or a postive sentence sometimes can make you feel better, but it’s not work for everybody it’s work only for somebody. Different kind sentence may can work for some people.  You can use i negative sentence but if what you feel can become better that it will work to you. If you think positive about something but you not feel good about it then it will not become come true, cause it feel not right

One think to remember it not the word or sentence is also about visualization. What you visualize if you feel it good to you then you can achive what you want. Like using feel is not about the sentence you use but what you can visualize. The positive sentence can be usefull for this visualization but you must find many sentence that will fit to your feel

The method became like this

1. Thing about something
2. make a sentence
3. visualize it
4. feel with emotion about what you visualize
5. if is not feel good/better change the sentence (2) or change the subject (1)

Is hard for the first but as far you using this method it will become easier. Even now i can change my mood as i want but it’s a difference subject

The post made as my gratitude for the Holy Ones.

Seems cause of my thesis (in Indonesia called final task), the last 3 weeks of my life feel with emotion of ‘don’t want to do the job’, ‘Guilty’, ‘try to disappear’. Is so feel not comfotable and most of them i try to figure some reason so i can get out of that assigment.

Yesterday i went to Warung Urang Bandung, then one thing has changed my mind to do the assigment, ‘My eye got soemething inside’. Until 4 hour the thing doesn’t want to come out and i don’t know what kind of thing. Oh God now i knew how importing of my eye and the other eye.

This morning the thing has came out. Cause is out when i slept so i still didn’t know what kind of thing that is. I guess is my hair. little piece of hair. Phew it feel very awesome when it come out, no more ithcy. Now will do my assigment as the gratitude and do something more important than just ‘try to make busy’